, often he thinks about it. It's not that he wants to,
it's just that it's hard to try not to think about something 
without accidentally thinking about the thing you're trying 
not to think about.

	Even when he can not think about it, that just leaves him
open to remembering, because it's impossible to forget anything
specific without remembering what it is.

	"It's not remembering it that's the worst part," he remarks.
	
	"It's remembering why I'm not supposed to remember it."
	
	He just thinks as hard as he can't about it, but that's
no easier than forgetting, and that's not any easier than 
going to sleep without being tired.
		

	That's the thing: Your brain is you, but that's a very
different thing than being yours.